you are such a control freaks

You want me to live with you after I got married? YOU THINK??

cita-cita

Let's make a lot of money, getting marry, and leaveeeee! Yiiiha!

why worried?

why should i worried? i left you because of my faith to God, so that makes my God surely will give me someone better than you, right? i know He would not dissapointed me, or maybe its just not His time to give me 'someone' rite now? Your time is not my time.


"keinginan roh dan keinginan daging bertentangan 100%"
i have to remember that.

dear God, Lord Jesus.
Please help me to remember that,
and give me strength to not regret what i've done back then.
i know its for my own good.
:) :( 

i dont care about my self

I don't care about my self, so don't you and everybody care about me! I even don't care about my self. I just don't :)

d e l e t e ! ! !

finally! i dare my self to deleting! and YUP i delete you!

im freeeeeeeee
yes!!!!

good bye!!!!!

maybe next time i'll make friends with you again. but not now, i cannot im sorry. someday yes! we'll make friends again :) 

TAI TAI TAI TAI TAI TAI
TAI TAI TAI TAI TAI TAI
TAI TAI TAI TAI TAI TAI
TAI TAI TAI TAI TAI TAI
TAI TAI TAI TAI TAI TAI
TAI TAI TAI TAI TAI TAI
TAI TAI TAI TAI TAI TAI
TAI TAI TAI TAI TAI TAI
ANJING ANJING ANJING
ANJING ANJING ANJING
ANJING ANJING ANJING
ANJING ANJING ANJING
ANJING ANJING ANJING
ANJING ANJING ANJING
BANGSAT
BRENGSEK
BABIK!!!!!

apasih bagusnya lo?
badan lo jelek, najis..apek,  senga
mulutlo bau rokok! bau ga enak najis
gaya lo jelek! kayak anak kampung! ga enak dipandang mata! katro! malu-maluin!
potongan rambut lo jelek! semakin lama semakin jelek!
gaya omongan lo ga jelas, kalo ngomong sok2 pake bahasa teoritis,  bahasa birokratis, minta dihormatin, ga mau kalah.
sukanya banggain apa yg lo lakuin, susah mengakui kehebatan orang, merasa serba bisa!
lo katro! aneh, kampungan lo anjing..
suka sotoy
ga sepadan.
pinter banget bermuka dua! anjing lo bangsat!!
taik babi
gampang bgt ya lo habis manis sepah dibuang, pinter emang gw akuin
taik mencret lo anjing!!!!
genit lo anjing! ganjen bgt! pinter ya lo membangun relasi sama cewe2! tebar pesona sama cewe! lo kira lo paling ganteng sedunia lo BANGSAT!
bangsat emang lo anjing!
minta dihormatin orang bgt lo, omongan lo ga mau kalah.

sedihhh... huhuhuhuhu
tapi ga bisa sedih soalnya msh dikampus sm bogy kancut :(
sedih
sedih
sedih

yaudah lah ya.. yuk cepet2 keluar dari kampus ini dengan cara wisuda! biar ga ketemu lo lagi, MORON!

I HATE YOU

FUCK YOU

:"(

santai saja

az az az azeeekk
disuatu sore yang random, saya bersama dengan salah satu teman sy diperdengarkan lagu dari hp nya.
tiba2 kepikiran juga ya tuh lagu nyuruh santai saja..heheheh (lagunya javajive)
after i heard that song, my mind open and i really think that being single is relaxing my mind, body and soul! weeww
of course it did! gw mikir hal-hal positif apa yang didapet saat ini, dan salah satunya pembuatan skripsi jadi lebih konsentrasi (kalo punya pacar ga konsen kali ye).. ah bosen ngomongin pacar mulu... let seee...hhhmmm...

OIYA! trailler filmnya TAYLOR LAUTNER yang baru udh keluarrrr!! AAAAA!! i cant wait till september to see the full film!!! AAAAA AAAAA AAAAAA i cant stop screaming!! i cant wait to see TAYLOR KISSING SCENE!!!! damn you LILY COLLINS! you stole my tay-kiss!!

under pressure

"if im not crazy maybe i'll be a lesbian or no spouse!"
i hope i can prove it wrong :(
kenapa sih kita mesti mikirin jodoh? calon suami?
ada beberapa temen saya ga peduli tentang masalah jodoh. tapi saya semakin tertekan.
bukan hanya orang tua saya yang ingin melihat saya berpasangan, namun event pernikahan kakak saya sebentar lagi juga yang membuat saya sendiri juga semakin menekan diri saya untuk segera berpasangan.
semua orang bilang "ntar juga ada waktunya" im just affraid that time hasn't come yet till im old :(
sad face.
ada hal lain yang lebih penting drpd mikirin ini sih : SKRIPSI! ah brengsek knp gw ga bs jadi orang yg mentingin prioritas sih? hal ky begini dipikirin. a to the su!!

thank God i still got my blackberry battery left

I'm writing this blog from my blackberry.
I'm sad! Fuckin sad! I can't tell this feeling, even to my friend.
I'm sad :( I've been like this 2 times.
From that pic I know you two have a happy relationship.
Im supposed to be happy. But I'm not! It breaks my heart.
I hate reality! I hate FUCKIN REALITY!
OH GOD PLEASE HELP ME FIND ANOTHER! I HATE BEING LIKE THIS!
I HATE REMEMBERING ALL THE TIMES WE'VE BEEN THROUGH AND NOW IT VANISH JUST LIKE THAT
I HATE FAKING!! I HATE YOU MORON!!!

"demi kebaikan"

banyak banget hal2 yang sengaja dilakukan maupun ditutup-tutupi dengan alasan "demi kebaikan".
one of my friends wont tell me what happen becoz she said, "you shouldn't hear it, or you'll hurt your self" not only that, ada lagi seorang teman yang sengaja tidak memilih orang yang udah pasti baik sama dia dengan alasan "demi kebaikan" because she wont hurt him. Ada juga orang yang ga berani berkomitmen dengan alasan "demi kebaikan". Ternyata alasan "demi kebaikan" banyak digunakan untuk melakukan sebuah pembelaan maupun white lies.
yup! maybe i should do that too, its for my own good!

partner in crime

weird!!!

rekor!
ngerjain skripsi tentang rokok tapi pake rokok. nah bingung kan? saya jg bingung! memang terbaik!
satu bungkus berhasil kami habiskan, wow... iya lahh wong nongkrongnya aja dari jam 2 siang sm sekarang belom balik (skrg udh jam setengah 6 lewat 10)

so so so... saya sendiri juga bingung.

playlist

i have your playlist on my computer, i know your taste, easy listening song.
wondering what song did you hear out there.
then you still got our songs. all of them.
and maybe there's a song of you and her too :) 

kalo mengadaptasi dari satu kalimat dari twilite: "im gonna love you every minute of forever"
i cannot love you every minute of forever, but i'll be missing you every night of forever.

tweet move on (@TweetMoveOn)

The past is where it needs to be; forget the bad, remember the good. 
Life sometimes looks difficult. Just hold on to faith and keep trying.
Hit the reset button on your life. Look forward. You can't run fast, forward, when your always looking backwards.
I asked god why I had to struggle. He said cause if you didn't you wouldn't be as strong as you are today
Life gets hard when you think its hard. Sometimes we have to be simple, just forget about anything
I'm over you. And don't you ever dare to think that I can't live without you. Hey, I MOVED on
You may be sad or angry now, but always use your brain, the sun always came after the heavy rain
A relationship is not a business where you give when you get. It is a feeling in which you give, even if you don't get
Sorry to say, I have too much P R I D E. No boy, I won't break down and C R Y
It doesn't matter what you have gone through in the past, All you need to do is allow God to heal it.
   

curhat macam ababil

sorry this post has been deleted!  :)

happy to be single and (maybe) availabe

i've heard some of my friends telling me about how JERK their boyfriend if it comes to a lust.

i know there are a good guy and a bad guy, but why did a good guy turns out to be a bad guy so fast if it comes to a lust?

i am really glad that i dont have a guy besides me. rite now.

im worried, what if my next bf is a JERK-ASS? or a bad guy?  i think, (rite now) i dont wanna have any bf at all. boys are sucks like their nuts! their brain as sucks as their nuts.

F-YOU TO ALL THE F-BAD GUYS AND JERK ASS GUY! F-YOU!

sekian dan terimakasih :)

hello worlddd

asikkkk dapet tempat ngeblog yg asik! thx maulidaaahhhhhhh xoxo :* peluk kecup peluk kecup buat kamoeeeee

AYO SEMANGAT SKRIPSI! KAMU PASTI BISA! HIDUP 4 TAHUN!!

goodbye friendster blog!!!