Simple thought.

Thank God i hv my job. If im not busy maybe im going crazy.

Yes.

And i have this second chance. 

Answering the same question.

My mind, body, and soul just want to say it.

Say that one simple word

Without thinking about anything, everything.

I wish i can say yes.

Run to his arm.

Hug him so tight

Make sure that he wont go anywhere

And telling the world that he's mine.

I wish i can say yes.

I wish that word slipped in my tongue.

Without consciousness.

I wish i can say yes and everything will be fine.

After all this past years, i've struggled.

I've struggled to see you find happiness without me on that frame.

Till yesterday i found you back 

hugging you so tight.

And getting ready to lose you again for the second time.

We've Got Tonight by Bob Seger & The Silver Bullet Band

I know it's late, I know you're weary 

I know your plans don't include me 

Still here we are, both of us lonely 

Longing for shelter from all that we see 

Why should we worry, no one will care girl 

Look at the stars so far away 

We've got tonight, who needs tomorrow? 

We've got tonight babe 

Why don' you stay? 

Deep in my soul, I've been so lonely 

All of my hopes, fading away 

I've longed for love, like everyone else does 

I know I'll keep searching, even after today 

So there it is girl, I've said it all now 

And here we are babe, what do you say? 

We've got tonight, who needs tomorrow? 

We've got tonight babe 

Why don't you stay? 

I know it's late, I know you're weary 

I know your plans don't include me 

Still here we are, both of us lonely 

Both of us lonely 

We've got tonight, who needs tomorrow? 

Let's make it last, let's find a way 

Turn out the light, come take my hand now 

We've got tonight babe 

Why don't you stay? 

Why don't you stay?

http://www.4shared.com/mp3/bxopLU7M/08_Bob_Seger__the_Silver_Bulle.htm

am I that terrible person?

im sorry. i just can say im sorry..

i know this is the best way

hope you'll find happiness :)

always pray for you

thanks for everything

you are such a control freaks

You want me to live with you after I got married? YOU THINK??

cita-cita

Let's make a lot of money, getting marry, and leaveeeee! Yiiiha!

why worried?

why should i worried? i left you because of my faith to God, so that makes my God surely will give me someone better than you, right? i know He would not dissapointed me, or maybe its just not His time to give me 'someone' rite now? Your time is not my time.


"keinginan roh dan keinginan daging bertentangan 100%"
i have to remember that.

dear God, Lord Jesus.
Please help me to remember that,
and give me strength to not regret what i've done back then.
i know its for my own good.
:) :(